So tonight was the last night of Spring Break... and it wasnt too exciting. I stayed home all day and slept and cleaned the house before my mom and her bf got back from Arizona. So then i find Vodka stains on my bedroom wall.... JUSTIN!!! haha its ok. I lost my voice. I seriousely sound like a freaking retard. oh god. So then i went to Marks with Justin, Nima, Mark,  and Jessica. The guys kept on complaining about girls that ditched them that night... ahhhh. hahahahahahaha. its okay guys, just call an escort service, hahaha ya it works guys. jk. So we spent our last night of Spring Break watching Pretty Woman. hahaha wow. But thats okay. So that was my night. Goodnight kiddos i <3 you all.

Love,

Addie

If you wake before I die, rescue me with your smile...

ya these things get annoying but they're fun :p

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ok so my mom left me and my brother the house for 3 days while shes in Arizona (thurday friday saturday)!!! how freaking awesome is that. i love my mom. i cant believe she actually trustd me to have the house to myself. so then on thursday i got up bright-and-freaking-early to go to IHOP with Neda, Nellie, Justin, Mark, Aryo, Nima, Shaaya, and Kiran. it was the worst food everr. good job picking the restaurant STUPID NIMA.... haha jk. so then we all went back to my house and hungout. Felissa stopped by for a lil. SO THEN THE NIGHT BEGAN. It was me, Jordan, Karissa, Justin, Nima, Mark, Arya, Aryo, Shaaya, Kiran, Jessica, and Eric. Everyone drank.. except me cus i had to make sure my house didnt get trashed.. But it was soo much fun. Drunk people are halarious. So then everyone spent the night... but didnt get much sleep cus Arya was playing the damn piano and the drums.. ahh. haha but its ok. So then everyone left in the morning... and I started to clean up the house. oh god what a mess. jk it was alright cus that night was by far the best night of spring break...

<3 love,

Addie

A- Addie???
B - Band listening to right now: Maroon 5
C - Career in future: pediatrition.. or writer for a magazine
D - Dad's name: charlie
E - Easiest person to talk to: jordan
F - Favorite song at the moment: "I dont wanna know"
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: wooorms
H - Hometown: Mission Viejo..... yayaaa
I - Instrument: used to play the piano....
J- Where is J?: with silent bob
K - Kids: annnoy me

L - Longest car ride ever: to seattle, washington... i think
M - Mom's name: Marilyn
N - Number of siblings: uno
O- Opposite of your self: um i dont know

P - Phobias: SHARKS!!
Q - Fav. Quote: from jordan "why am i here??" "Im here for the gang bang!!"
R - Reason to smile: my girls... felissa jordan and karissa..oh ya and justin
S - Song you sang last: "roses" by outkast... i thinks thats what its called
U - Unknown fact about u: theres a lot of unknown facts about me
V - Vegetable you hate: squash.. ahhhhh
W - Worst habit: biting my nails... being inpatient
X - X-rays you've had: my neck and back... when i got hurt in a soccer tournament in Oxnard... my wrist when i sprained it rollerblading at alexis's house in 4th grade.. haha
Y - Yummy food: food sounds so gross right now, but soft chicken tacos from del taco
Z - Zodiac sign: VIRGOO

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[	music	|	the new usher song..	]

today was kinda boring. i woke up and then went back to sleep and woke back up at like 4. thats the most ive ever slept in so long. then i re-arranged my room kinda... theres more lights and it looks bigger kinda. yay. so then karissa came over and we hungout. then we went to jordans and hungout there. haha it was fun playing hide-and-go-seek, and this other little kid game. haha it was fun, i havent done that in a while. so then i got home with karissa and got a lecture from my mom about this weekend. yes its gonna be the best 3 days everrr!!! im excited. so now im watching tv with karissa.... and we're going to I HOP tommorow morning with a bunch of people... including <3 justin haha... ya fun fun

goodnight,

addie

[	mood	|	devious	]
[	music	|	i dunno what the songs called =/	]

last night was the SECOND craziest night of spring break. oh wow soo much to write, get ready. jordan was over because she spent the night at my house... so me her and felissa decided to walk to Islands to eat. it took like 10 minutes but thats okay, we were hungry. haha. damnit me and jordan's waiter wasnt there!!!!!!!! ahhh..... so then we started walking home and our stomachs were about to pop... we were soo full so THANK THE LORD jeep drove by us and gave us a ride home. oh god i love him sooo much... thanks jeep :)  so then we hungout at my house, jordan left :( so it was just me and felissa. so heres where the night began.... so i hear theres a kickback at nimas so me and felissa were gonna go, then rod and kevin come over and say that theres another party. so we decide to go with rod and kevin ((sorry for ditching you nima....)) but THEN eric showed up at my house to pick us up to go to nimas, but i didnt know he was comming until he was like almost here. so we had to decide which one to go. so then eric says hes gonna go to the other party.. but he ended up not going. so then i hear that kevin and rod were supposed to take katie and heather to the party, but i guess they ditched them to pick us up. thats pretty mean of them though. so they tell me that katie and heather have a ride now to the party. so me felissa rod and kevin show up at the party. ya...... um it was nothing like what i expected but its okay. so i call nima to come save me and felissa.. haha.. so him and all his guys came to pick us up... THANK YOU SOOO MUCH NIMA...and whoever came with him. i seriousely owe you sooo much, your the best everrrr. so then me and felissa went to nimas house and eveyone hungout there. it was pretty fun. arya scared the shit out of me...the power was out and i look behind me and theres this guy standing there looking like the grimm reaper. oh god... so then we were fighting over what this stupid animal was... either a leopard, cheetah, panther, or something else.... haha kiran thought it was a tiger.... hahahahaha umm buddy tigers dont have spots.. haha. nimas little sister is sooo cute... she drew me and felissa all of these pictures. adorable =) so then Ronnie ((my love)) came to pick us up...(jeep and charlie were in the other car) i love ronnie soo much...hehehehe. so then nima HAD to meet ronnie and make sure hes alright to drive me... haha overprotective? no nimas like a brother so its okay. so then we take felissa home and we get to my house and ronnie jeep and charlie come over. i see my mom and i hear the someone egged my fuckin house. stupid fuckers. how immarture and gay. ya i hope you had fun cus i'll fucking get you back. so they stayed and helped.. well we gave john ((my moms bf)) moral support while he was cleaning. hahahaha. But ronnie parked his car in front of my house and turned on the lights so he john could see. THANK YOU SOOO MUCH RONNIE!!! i <3333 you.... i duno...it couldve been one of my brothers friends though. oh well shit happens. so then once i though the drama was over.. it had just started. i dont wanna say much about it, but it was about the whole ride thing with rod and kevin. oh man. hopefully its all over. im sorry. ya so then my night was over.. thank god. felissa just stopped by for a lil right now.. haha i love her, she told me this whole story about last night.. haha..... so now im waiting to get a ride to my love JORDAN's house... alicia gort is there... and i havent seen her in 3289573 years...... so tommorow DISNEYLAND.. maybe?? i might have to go to the Grand Canyon from thursday-saturday, but me and my brother are trying to get out of it and stay home. hopefully we can...

<33 i love you, Addielyn

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tonight was really fun/but really gay. so today i went to school and went to a pep rally during tutorial. it was really good. and funny... especially when the guys who won air guitar were dancing... omg i couldnt stop laughing. me and justin hung out during it so that was fun... i miss him so much. we actually talked today for like the first time in 3 days. wow... so then i left at 12....went to the mall  and got the cutest earrings everrrr...and went home and slept till 5. then karissa and felissa came over. then the next 2 hours were drama. i dont wana explain. some people are really fucking stupid. o well, i wont have to see them EVER AGAIN.... so then the rest of the night was fun.... so now im sitting watching a movie about the KKK with karissa since shes spending the night.....

goodnight i love you,

<3 addie

its driving me crazy....

         cus im missin my baby....

[	mood	|	okay	]
[	music	|	"i miss you" aaliyah	]

Now I'm sittin' here
Thinkin' 'bout you
And the days we used to share
It's drivin' me crazy
I don't know what to do
I'm just wonderin' if you still care
I don't want to let you know
That it's killin' me
I know you got another life
You got to concentrate
Baby

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you
I'm wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same
and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I want to cry sometimes
I miss you

I Can't Think
No more, No..
Since you went away,
I dont really feel like talking
Dont wanna hear you dont love me
Baby, dya understand me?
I can't do a thing without you

It's been too long and I'm lost without you
What am I gonna do
Said I been needin' you
I'm wantin' you
Wonderin' if you're the same
and who's been with you
Is your heart still mine
I want to cry sometimes
I miss you

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[	mood	|	crappy	]
[	music	|	"beat it" michael jackson	]

today was a muchhh better day than yesterday, but it still sucked. So i got to school... it felt soo weird today. hmm.... me and neda presented out "passion" poster in english. i hate talking in front of the class.... i have stage frieght or something. haha. i went to jewlery for tutorial.. im almost done with my ring!! yaa i love it soo much.. it has 1C8 on it.. then i went to biology and found out that i got a C on the test!!! WOOOO!!!! thats probably the best ive done on one of her tests. i was so happy. lunch was different. i duno, i realy dont want to explain. so then Karissa came over. I love her soo much. Seriously i dont know where i'd be right now if i didnt have her. shes ALWAYS been there for me, even throughout all the fights we've been through, shes always been by my side. shes the only one i can turn to right now.  i love her for that. so we ate food and talked and watched tv and stuff. my mom thinks im anorexic JUST BECAUSE i didnt eat breakfast this morning. UM OK??? WTF? i eat all the time. hahaha im anything BUT anorexic. o well parents can be weird sometimes. i miss my dog soo much. i woke up this morning expecting him to jump into my bed and cuddle with me. but i remembered hes not with me anymore. god i miss him so much. hes was like a brother to me, he was part of the family. i lost a best friend :(. yessss spring break officially starts at 12:00 tommorow!!! ((well becasue i dont have a 5th)) i cant wait!! this break couldnt've come at a better time. i really need to get out and have fun......

[	mood	|	lonely	]
[	music	|	"until the day i die"	]

today was by far probably the SECOND worst day of my life. Okay so i took another geometry test in 0 period.... ya i probably failed that one too. then in 1st period we had a fire drill and afterwards i was 5 minutes late to get back to class so mrs mcgoey gave me a "lecture" on how i shouldnt be sorry that im late because i dont care about that class. thats bullshit i work my ass off in that class. god i hate her. then i had jewelry which was alright. im behind 3 projects in that class. yes thats bad. ive given up on that class. i probably will dropp it, if i can. But it was DARREN's birthday so me and neda had fun making a card for him. hes seriously the nicest guy in the world. it was weird at school because me and justin arent together anymore.... it felt weird. im so used to talking to him and hanging out with him at school...... ya so then i left at lunch with jason and kevin and we went to the mall to eat a panda express. when we got there the little 8th graders from newhart were there after their choir concert. they're cute, but annoying. its gonna suck having them there next year. so then we left the mall and went to johnny j's house..... ya that was interesting. then i went home and me and kevin watched 2 minutes of once upon a time in mexico, and then we went to his house and he made me a quesadia.. or however u spell it. then once i got home i find my mom balling.... and then she tells me that they're taking my dog to the vet because they're putting him to sleep. ((because he bites us and ruins everything and is really dangerous - no animal shelters would accept him)) so i spent all afternoon trying to cheer her up, but it worked. im gonna miss skoki soo much. he was seriousely like my best friend. everynight he slept with me and protected me whenever he heard any noises outside. so ya i couldnt stop crying... then i fell asleep and woke up at like 8. i skipped soccer today, i havent been there in like 2 weeks, im thinking of quitting and joining a different team. so then johns parents came over again... ya exciting not really. the oc was on tonite!! it was actually a good episode. but im tired right now so im gonna go to sleep. good night

i miss you    = (

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today was the hottest day of my life... well not really but it was really hott. School was okay. I didnt go to 0 period because i didnt know Jason wasn't going today, so i had no ride. But its okay im glad i didnt go. So then i got to school, took an español test and a jewelry midterm. They were really east so it was a pretty easy monday. me and jordan dont have 5th periods ((well she has softball)) so Brandon picked us up and took us to Rubys all the way in laguna beach. WOW what a dumb idea.... it was way to far and a waste of time, we shouldve gone to like del taco or something... but it was all my idea so i blame myself. I havent seen Brandon in like 6 months so it was good seeing him. So then i went to CECA... i hate that class. I wish i was at the beach right now. so tommorow i have a HUGE geometry and biology test so i have to study for that = /....

5 days till spring break!!

I <33 you justin james

[	mood	|	exhausted	]
[	music	|	"naughty girl" - Beyoncee	]

Today was actually really fun. I woke up and it was such a pretty day so i decided to tan in my backyard for like 2 hours. Yaaa i got tann... i think. Then my aunt...from San Clemente came over and had lunch and stuff. Then Felissa picked me up and we went to the pool in Ladera to see her boys. They were all pussies and wouldnt get into the pool so i eventually went in, so then everyone else did. haha. Felissa told these stupid little girls to get my hair wet, so they did, but they kept on bugging me. ahhh soo annoying. So felissa, who dosent even have her liscence, drives us around Sav-Ons in ladera and i get a call from my mom and she sounds pissed. I get home and my mom ((not knowing that felissas driving) says felissa almost hit her!!! oh god i thought i would get grounded for the rest of my life but my mom actually was cool about it. She was just suprised that her mom lets her drive. so PHEW!! So now im making pizza and getting ready to do homework and study for the geometry test..

SPRING BREAK NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!! WOOO ... i cant wait

i wish i had green eyes....

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[	music	|	"tipsy" J-KWON	]

Today was actually a pretty fun day!! wooo!! Okay so first we dropped Karissa off at her house this morning and then i jsut stayed home and watched tv.. exciting huh? So then me and Felissa went to the spectrum to see DAWN OF THE DEAD... omg it was the scarriest movie ever!! Except for the texas chainsaw massacre. But yeah it was sooo good. It was like about these zombie/dead people running around a town killing everyone. It was gross but cool...((NEDA IM SPELLING "COOL" WITH A C NOW!!!)) so ya there were all these undercover cop kinda guys there so that kinda freaked me out. Then me and felissa got coffee and we met up with <3 justin <3 MARK AND NIMA... yes guys you are FINALLY in here.. haha. We all went to Jonny Rockets and watched the guys eat while me and felissa sat there... haha justin was hitting on the waitress with his gayy pickup line ((dropping a pack of Sweet Things.. or something like that... and telling the waitress that she dropped her name tag)) haha but ya i know she liked it. ew. ya... so then i went home. and now im writing in this

SOMEONE TELL ME HOW TO GET A PICTURE UP AS MY BACKGROUND!!! plssss

<333333

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	umm.. the Maroon 5 CD	]

I just got back from the

                        Jersey Jammm

with Karissa. It was sooo much funn. I wasn't expecting it to be fun at all, but suprizingly it was. Me and Karissa decided wether or not to go for like 2 hours and finally talked ourselves into going. But we had to wear gayyy jerseys. I wore my brother's old basketball jersey and Karissa wore her old soccer jersey. Ya they were ugly...So we went to the kaleidoscope to dropp off his brother and his friend and then we see Ivan so he came along with us to the dance.. random. So we get to the dance... and then I see Justin... omg he looked like a freak, but cute. He was wearing short basketball shorts and these spandex shorts under them, with a jersey and an ugly fake diamond necklace. hahahaha it was the highlight of my night seeing him like that. It was soo much fun dancing with my <3 baby. But he dances like a freak... sometimes. But i love him because he embarasses me. Oh god. So we just danced the night away.. all hott and sweaty ::cough::justin::cough:: ya we shook our tail-feathers..hahah jk. But ya it was fun, the music was okay though. So now i just took a shower and im sooo tired...

goodnite lovers